This time of year people should be excited about Christmas and busy shopping. I'm not really feeling it, at least not yet. My mind is so busy with so many different things. My upcoming appointment with the surgeon tops that list. I don't like waiting. I want to know right now what they have decided and when surgery will be.
Who's happy about the threat of snow for Thursday? Not me, we have to be in St Louis for my appt that day. Plus my daughter Sarah and her new fiance will be flying back home that evening.
I'm feeling more and more tired and that annoys me. I want to be Christmas shopping or even doing house chores but instead I sit in my recliner. I planned a day off to shop with Sarah next Monday, I hope I have enough energy to enjoy it. I'd like to get things bought and wrapped before my surgery - whenever that might be.
My breathing is getting noisier and I feel like when I'm at work and have to take a call I should first explain why I sound like this. It's a little embarrassing at times. If it's a short call I can keep it under control - or at least I think I do?!? But yesterday I had to talk to one of my bosses on the phone for awhile and I knew it was annoying/noisy. I apologized and he laughed - it was no big deal but it got me thinking about what customers might think that don't know about my condition.
I'll update again after my appt on Thursday - hopefully with a date for this surgery. I'm ready to get this over with already.
Hello sister.
ReplyDeleteHopefully the bad weather will hold off until you and Sarah both get home safely.
Try not to worry about how you sound on the phone. If it bothers anyone, that's to bad. If they want to know why--they will ask. You have enough to worry about without that being a problem.
Please let me know what you find out tomorrow. I am praying you will be able to have the surgery soon and can get back to normal. AND go do all that Christmas shopping.
Love you so much
I know how you feel. I have no energy for Christmas either. I can't go shopping. I guess I can do it online. but I hate online shopping. I am trying hard to stay positive but that's so hard with everything that's going on. Just remember we all love you and are praying and thinking about you. It won't be easy but hopefully in the end it will be worth it. I love ya-wendy
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